11 Weeks

     Ah, the nausea is starting to dwindle and major gas pains are crashing through my system now. Actually, when I first noticed the gas pains I got a little concerned because I wasn't sure if it was gas or bad uterine cramps.I soon realized that the pain was moving around and then I heard squishing sounds followed by an uncontrollable urge to pass gas... like a large fat man after eating Mexican food. Figuring out that the pain was gas and not an issue with my baby made me feel better mentally, but not physically. It is actually kinda nice that the nausea is not as prevalent. It still rears its ugly head once in a while but a  quick bite of graham or saltine crackers and it feels much better. I am also starting to notice an increase in my appetite. I have been eating - or snacking rather quite often lately to fend off the nausea but now I am continuing to eat a little snack here and there because I feel genuinely hungry now.
      I know it sound like I am complaining or whining and I guess I kinda am. But really I am also excited to be experiencing these discomforts. For I know that with all the little changes going on with my body, uncomfortable as they may be, it reminds me that there is a tiny little miracle growing inside my body. Sometimes God gives us suffering so that we can learn to appreciate the little miracles in our lives. I know I could endure so much more and would do so willingly if it meant giving my child the best chance at life. Hopefully though, this pregnancy will continue without any hitches. I hope to be able to thoroughly enjoy this time where I can have my baby with me everywhere I go.
   
     Something a little more exciting. Every great once in a while I am pretty confident that I feel movement. Of course it is not as prominent as what I have heard it is supposed to feel like. It isn't like flutters or bubbles, at least not yet. I feel something more like a very slight tug or a tiny little pressure sensation that feels like a tiny tiny little pinch. I don't feel it real often and only then if I am lying really still and concentrate really hard. Still, it is neat and I can't wait until my husband can feel the kicks.

     I could actually use a little help if there is anyone out there who is a great bargain hunter. There are these certain pants I have been looking for. They are the Danskin Now Women's Rib Waist Convertible Pants, size Large: 12-14. These are a PERFECT fit and they have a stretchy drawstring waist that will allow me to wear them throughout my pregnancy and thereafter. Also, they unzip at the knee and "convert" to shorts. I have two brown pairs and I cannot find any other colors in my size. I am really looking for the black mostly, but the gray would be great too. If anyone sees these pants, PLEASE LET ME KNOW.

 Until next time!