I had to delay my posting for this week because of school finals. They have made me pretty stressed out. I still have not found out yet if I have passed all my classes for this past semester. I am praying so hard that I have. It would cause me a lot of problems that would lead to a whole lot of stress if I had to retake any of them. For next semester, I am going to need to take all night classes so that I can make sure that Ashley is taken care of. I hate night classes. I don't like driving at night or being on campus in the dark. I also get very tired in the evenings and find it difficult to concentrate. That and caring for a newborn is going to make life a little more difficult for me. She is so worth it, though. I'd suffer through so much worse to make sure Ashley gets the best possible care, which means as much time as possible with either me or her father. I refuse to put her in the care of strangers.
At least for this summer, I will have nothing to worry about except giving birth and taking care of my new baby for the first few months of her life. I have taken the whole summer off from school so that I can concentrate solely on getting used to having a baby around. I am so thankful for that!
I am getting more and more excited with each passing week about the arrival of our baby. I went to the doctor today, who said we were doing just fine by the way. My next visit will be my last bi-monthly visit. After that, I will begin seeing my doctor once every week! Those visits will not be so pleasant as I will have my cervix checked for dilation often. But at least it means I am that much closer to getting to hold my angel in my arms. I am so ready to have her with me... on the outside.
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